Im not going to sit here and bore you with a long ass life story, its pretty  simple really, life was pretty much normal up untill i was 14, then it stopped. It went on pause for over a decade really. Nothing happened. I woke,ate,bathed,slept and played online games everyday, rinse and repeat,rinse and repeat, you get the idea. Ofcourse that was physically. Mentally i was a wreck.

I was scared, all the damn time. and not some deep meaningful,soul aching crap like in the movies where your scared to love or some crap, i was literally scared all the fucking time. Every step i took,i feared i would go dizzy.Id wake up,wondering if today would be the day i would either have a heart attack and die or be put in the damn looney bin.

Anyway, so yes, im an anxiety sufferer, Agoraphobia to be precise. I dont leave the house, if i do, its rare and only onto my street.
      These day's im not as bad Im a  mum of a little boy, Andrew-John, he's just gone 2 years old and he's my world! I dont really have time to be anxious 24/7, i have a house to run, a little boy to entertain and feed and a fiance to keep by my side.

We recently moved into a new home, our last place was a nightmare, a landlord who didnt care and a house that just was not safe.
 So we moved, 5mg of Diazapam, a heap of supportive family members and we upped and found our new home.

I still only venture onto the street, the field with the dog and AJ occasionally, but thats it. At night time i sit and relax with movies or tv shows, but mostly i play World of Warcraft.


Anyway, that is pretty much the start of this here blog, Ill hopefully try to keep at this and update as much as possible, I will mostly be blogging about WoW and agoraphobia stuff.

Much love to you all
   Sweetz